There has been a lot of stress in my life lately. I am sure that this stress does not add to my training. As far as the tapper goes. I am getting to that, my body is doing odd things, stage. Hearing pops and cracks in my joints and bones. Every day I have been looking at the route maps and elevation of the 50 miler. No longer! I will not look at the course map or worry about pace anymore. Not checking the weather 4 times a day, that is a different story. The ten day forecast has not come out yet. I know that is what is next.
Today during a yoga workout I cried. I need to refocus. Keep charging towards 50. That has helped me stay sane for now along with God's grace.